An Update From Matt!

I have not felt good for the last couple of days. I think it is all of the many stressors and changes going on. My body decided it wanted to rest. So rest it has. Now, I am rather bored and just wish tomorrow morning would arrive so I can secure an apartment!!! Have to be out by 12/15 so the new owners can rent out the condo. I think they plan to rent it out for a while and then bring the wall down (the buyers are our neighbors -- who we like!) to get even more space for when they have children.

I think I may have made some new friends! I wish this weekend were not going to be so busy --- and, then we have the holiday next week. So, probably will not have the chance to actually meet anyone for a few weeks. I think I like OUT.COM --- so much easier than bars, Unitarian churches and gay men's reading groups. Tho, I do want to get back into the reading group. I used to enjoy that.

Also, much to my surprise, there seem to be a number of good-looking men who are expressing dating interest in me. Please do not get me wrong ---- I am a confident person and I know that I am not ugly or anything. However, I think I look worse now than I ever have. I have never weighed this much. Not that I think I am fat, but I have a belly!! I will get rid of the extra weight, but I was really surprised by the number of really gorgeous guys who don't seem to mind that I am 5'9" and weigh in at 196 lbs! Cool!

I think I might try to see the KINSEY REPORT this weekend at some point. It looks interesting. I wonder if I will have time, tho. Hope everyone has a kick ass weekend!!!!
Dating would be fine, but right now I really want to make some friends.

Jon --- I made a real effort to cut back on the soda today. Not sure I made much progress, but it was a bit better.